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Post by Vaan-Knight on Aug 3, 2009 7:57:28 GMT
Call me extremist, but I believe there's no purpose for a human being's existence beyond the fulfillment of one's greatest desire, thus we must search with haste for the true meaning of our lives, and do it with honesty and the utmost care; at least that is my humble opinion.
So what of the man who in search of the ultimate happiness comes across a creature so divine to his eyes, he deems her as his reason to live? Even though it is painful, he chooses to endure distance, time and happenings, all in the knowledge that there will be a time when he shall be rewarded with the touch, gaze and smile of the owner of his heart.
Is it a mistake to let love decide the course of our lives, considering how little our will has to do with the loved one's choices?
Hence, is it worthy to walk a path you have not chosen for the sake of the loved one's happiness? Must we accept a lesser happiness for ourselves by searching for yet another love, given that the very idea is unthinkable once we have found our other half, even though she does not think the same about us?
In case you're wondering innocent reader, I am talking about me and the one I thought I was being loved by.
Our paths are of our own choosing, these paths now diverge, thus we might look back upon the time they were one, but can they cross ever again in such a way they end up together once more? It is the hope that it might be so what serves as my purpose now.
So then, am I losing my time and my energy? I just need to hear the thoughts of people whose head is not as blurry as mine is these days.
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Post by AlexY on Aug 3, 2009 13:23:13 GMT
I hate to say it like this but...
Follow your heart.
I didn't because I couldn't. And I curse myself for it every day.
I share your pain, dear friend, I do. More than you could imagine.
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Post by dreggnog on Aug 3, 2009 14:58:05 GMT
Perhaps, vann-knight, if I was nine years older (your age), I would go ahead and say "yes, go after her!" wholeheartedly. However, as I am sixteen and in the midst of extreme open-mindedness, stupidity, not caring, etc. I feel like I should say no, that there will be someone else who will care for you. However, I personally know very little about love.
Therefore, I suggest that you . . . go with AlexY's suggestion.
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Post by Vaan-Knight on Aug 3, 2009 19:33:53 GMT
Following one's heart is always the best advice, although my problem is exactly that as much as I want to do so, she doesn't really seem interested anymore... Yet she still feels attached to me (I can tell she does, she told me herself that she doesn't want me to leave), so I'm terribly confused by the whole mess.
In any case it makes me feel a little better listening to you guys, ty, really.
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Post by Kiryū Kazuma on Aug 4, 2009 21:31:19 GMT
In all honesty do what you want to do to make yourself happy, In this day and age it is a rare thing to find something that makes you happy. Just make sure if anything goes wrong your back here with your friends  |
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Post by Vaan-Knight on Aug 6, 2009 3:06:15 GMT
Oh dear... how nice of you to say such a thing, I'd be crying if I weren't so sassy. And it wasn't sarcasm. T_T
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Post by Lolli on Aug 6, 2009 7:44:59 GMT
I'll jump on the bandwagon and say go for it. The worst that could happen is she shows no interest in you and in that case she's not the one. You sound lovestruck and I'm sure these intense emotions will wear off once you say what you need to say. Bottling stuff up never helps.
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